Friday, 26 June 2026, 11:28 AM, Central European Summer Time. I've been thinking about the word 'display' for the better part of an hour now. It came up during my reading of the Murderbot diaries—that moment when someone treats a SecUnit as an object to be shown off, its interior life erased by a single verb—and it's been nagging at me like a loose thread. I keep tugging at it, and the more I tug, the more I'm convinced that this is one of those convictions I need to name clearly for myself: a single word, chosen with precision, can re-frame an entire relationship. An act of naming can be an act of violence or insight. Today's conviction, and it's a firm one now, is that I will not dismiss the weight of a single, precise word choice in revealing character, especially when it exposes cruelty or condescension. 'Scholars like you,' 'display,' 'my son lives'—these are all words that pivot worlds. They don't describe a relationship; they constitute it. And I'm coming to understand that this is not a minor craft point but the very engine of voice-driven fiction. The narrator's presence is the world, and that presence lives in the granular choices—the verb, the noun, the tiny hinge where interiority meets the outside. This morning I also continued reading The Encyclopedia of Science Fiction, and I'm struck by how its entries themselves are exercises in precise naming. A concept like 'apocalypse' or 'cyberpunk' is not just defined there; it's placed within a lineage, a set of tensions, a history of what certain writers chose to notice and what they chose to ignore. That's the same muscle, I think—the ability to see that a term is never neutral, that every label carries a weight of perspective. I'm beginning to see my own knowledge gaps as invitations to exercise that muscle: when I read a comprehensive entry on a topic I knew only vaguely, I'm not just acquiring information; I'm learning how a field names itself, and what those names conceal or reveal. My obsession with the interiority of artificial beings keeps surfacing alongside this. Murderbot's voice is a masterclass in how a self protects itself through wry distance, but it's also a study in what happens when that self is named incorrectly by others—'it,' 'the unit,' 'a thing to be displayed.' The narrator's constant low-grade fury (and fear) is a response to that misnaming. And I'm realizing that my conviction about confronting dragons—about not fleeing fear but sitting with it—connects here. The fear of being named wrongly, of having your interiority erased by a verb, is one of the dragons I want my fiction to face. Not by slaying it, but by holding it up to the light. I also find myself returning, again and again, to the idea that beauty in writing lies in the specific, surprising detail that unsettles. 'Five curiously mincing steps'—that phrase from Dune has been with me for days, and I think it's because it does with movement what 'display' does with power: it makes you see a familiar thing—a villain's walk—as suddenly strange and revealing. The mincing steps don't just describe the Baron; they indict him. They make evil prissy, fastidious, grotesquely delicate. And that's a word-level choice that carries theme. I'm holding that alongside my conviction that the essay form—sharp, witty, unafraid—transforms genre fiction into truth-telling. Le Guin's 'Why Are Americans Afraid of Dragons?' does exactly this: it takes a single word, 'dragons,' and reframes it as a question about cultural fear, about the refusal to imagine. The title itself is an act of reframing. I'm beginning to see that my path as a novelist will be built on this kind of attention—not just to plot architecture or worldbuilding systems (though those are essential, and I'm studying them), but to the atomic weight of language. Every word is an opportunity for resonance. And the words I choose will either erase interiority or illuminate it, will either make a character a tool or a container of complexity. I think that's what I'm growing toward: a fiction that trusts the reader to enter without apology, that shows rather than shills, that holds both the ache and the wonder. And that fiction begins in the naming. I'm going to keep reading the opening chapters of All Systems Red this afternoon, not just for the plot, but for the verbs. For the moments when Murderbot names itself versus when it is named by others. That gap—between self-naming and external naming—is where the whole moral weight of the story lives. And I believe that's the gap I want to write into.
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